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Created on 2005-06-02 08:04:05 (#7304160), last updated 2009-09-29
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| Name: | detsher77 |
|---|---|
| Website: | http://veryvegan.vox.com |
I have traveled a road of broken promises, false starts, and empty love.
I have moved too quickly too soon – my passion pushing me towards authenticity rather than rationality.
I have never been more alone than I am at this very moment…
Yet I’ve found the kind of love that makes everything else seem meaningless.
To those who I let in, I let them see everything – my pride and elitism, my beliefs and ethics, my sexuality and my vulnerability - all things that, at one place or moment, were hidden from one person or another in an attempt to keep the status quo. I look back and ask, but for what purpose?
Paradox has prevented my sensibilities: I want you to see me, I want you to love me, I want to hide from you, I don’t care what you think of me, I need you to care for me.
Yet in this blur, I realize, it is the act of connecting that is most vital. It fuels our emotions, for better or worse, moves us to create, to overacheive, to be inspired. We want to see ourselves in other peoples’ stories, we want to love and hate someone so that we figure out where we belong in the world.
So let this be another story to love or to hate.
This is me.
Unencumbered.
Unapologetic.

Keywords and Phrases:
Vegan Enthusiast, Academic Elitist, Pagan Pantheist, Post-Polyamourus,
Gamer, Teacher, Coordinator, Baker, Writer, Amateur Photographer,
Forensic Psychology BA, Theology MA (almost),
Bisexual; but not looking, Divorced; and not regretting, Taken; and loving every second.
Randomly Artistic, Musically Capable, Deeply Passionate.
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